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We all have stories to tell. These are mine – the twisted words of life.

Never

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Keep in mind that you will never be enough. It’s up to them to accept what you were, what you are and what you will be. They’ll stay in whatever way possible.

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September 18, 2017 at 7:36 pm

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24th

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It was August when we met.

And it’s awkward how it went.

I never thought it’ll happen again.

Then it became a weekly fling.

Until we’re officially a thing.
I moved out, you’re there.

I refuse the idea of living together.

Things weren’t always clear.

It happened in our first year.

And yet, we’re still here.
On to our second,

We’re doing fine as I reckon.

The road we’re taking is getting rough,

It’s a struggle to patch things up.

Good thing, we have each others back. 
Time pass by so quickly.

Still, I’m so clingy.

You make me feel a little tingly.

We love each other so dearly. 

Though I’m always being mushy.
As I count the days on our 2nd year.

I promise to always hold you near.

We’ll face together our fears.

Please know that I’m sincere,

When I say I love you dear.

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August 24, 2017 at 2:17 am

My First Spring Experience

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It was Summer (PH time) when I left the country. 4th of May 2017 via China Southern Airlines bound to Guangzhou, China then my destination – Los Angeles, California. 

That was the longest flight I’ve been to. Been awake for 19hrs the entire flight. The nervousness fade the moment I step out of the airport and greet my Aunt who fetched me. Then reality sinks in, I’m here! Kim K and I are breathing the same polluted air. (HAHAHA) 


Welcome to United States of America!

I went there to attend my cousin; my sister I never had; my frenemy’s (is there really such a term? Hahaha) graduation which happened on the 6th of May.

For 7 years and 7 months of talking through Viber, Messenger, Instagram and whatever means of communications this techy world now have, we finally got to see each other AGAIN. 🤜🏻🤛🏻

I stayed there for over a month so might as well enjoy every moment. Yay? I got a chance to visit 4 states. (Thank God, school’s over she have all the time to take me to places.) 

1st state – CALIFORNIA!


@ Santa Monica Pier


@Downtown LA


@Universal Studios, Hollywood


@Balboa Park, San Diego 


@Old Town, San Diego


@USS Midway Museum, San Diego


@Coronado, California


@Sunset Cliffs Natural Park, San Diego


@Rodeo Drive, Beverly Hills


@LACMA (Been dreaming to see this! It happened everyone! It really did!!)


@Hollywood Blvd


@Disneyland, Hollywood

Next state, NEVADA!!


@Las Vegas, NV


@Seven Magic Mountains, NV



@The Strip


@Fremont (We tried their Slotzilla!!!)


@Valley of Fire State Park

Third state, ARIZONA


@Hoover Dam

Been to 2 states at the same time. Arizona and Nevada! Different time zones!!! Cool right? 


@Horse Shoe Bend, Arizona


@Antelope Canyon, Arizona

Remember those wallpapers at your Microsoft computers? Yes yes yes! Amazing!

Last state, UTAH


@Zion National Park, UT

The only place I got to see in this beautiful state. 

I can’t post all the pictures and videos  I took for a month long stay but as you can see, It was FUN and EXPENSIVE at the same time. Hahaha.

Till my next #happydaysofrinalynfaye 

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August 24, 2017 at 2:11 am

I saw it coming but I didn’t care

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Few months ago, I had this gut feeling that something isn’t right. I erased the facts that proves it is. Then it came – right straight to my face. The moment it did, I couragely took a halt on everything. It sucks to know the truth. Isn’t? But I know what to do. The heart and mind didn’t even argue. Words were bursting with feelings – unwanted feelings, feelings I buried 6feet under. 
I’m not mad, angry or even furious. I guess I deserve it but somehow it doesn’t even feel right. 
PS. Karma has a way of getting back at you. 

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April 23, 2017 at 12:00 pm

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Ah eh hmm

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Hindi ko alam kung sinasabi ko lang sa puso ko na “Sige, masaktan ka.” “Uy, tagos yun ha.” “Aray naman.” O sadya nga sigurong masakit yung mga salitang lumabas sa bibig niya. Pero pinipilit pa din ng utak ko na intindihin ang mga bagay-bagay. Yung tipong “May mali ka din kasi.” “Ikaw kasi eh” Pero ayaw tanggapin ito ng utak ko. Pero paano kung totoong “hndi siya sigurado sayo”? Paano kung talagang “nagdadalawang isip” siya sa iyo? Matapos ang lahat ng plano. Ang lahat lahat. Mawawala na lang nga ba? Lalaban ka pa ba? O hahayaan mo na? 

Ako? Hahayaan ko na. Bakit? Eh bakit ko ipagtutulakan ang sarili ko sa isang taong hindi naman sigurado? Bakit ko ipipilit makita niya ang halaga ko kung wala din naman kasiguraduhan? Bakit ako magsasayang ng oras? Siguro itatanong niyo “Paano mo malalaman kung hindi mo susubukan?” Nakakaawa naman yang katagang yan. Gasgas na gasgas na. Alam nyo, yan ang mga palusot ng mga taong ayaw na sumubok ng iba – ng bago. Yan ang mga palusot ng mga taong takot sa kung ano ang mawawala sa kanila (eh in the first place, nawala na o pawala na.) 
Hindi ko alam. Pero siguro, sadyang may mga taong dadating sa buhay mo para ituro sa’yo (sa masakit na paraan) na hindi mo sila kailangan. Kahit gaano mo ingatan ang isang tao o isang bagay, kung hindi para sa iyo, hindi. Wag ipilit bes! Masakit. Tanggapin mo ng bukal sa loob mo. Wag mo pilitin kontrahin ng utak mo. The fate itself is stating the obvious. Ano pang pruweba ang gusto mo makita? Hanggang kelan mo sasaktan ang sarili mo? Walang award diyan bes! Tigilan na yan. Una maka-move on, yun ang may award. Alam mo kung ano? Bragging rights! 😂
Isa pa. Hindi pala pride ang pinaglalaban ko dito. Kuha mo?

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November 17, 2016 at 9:03 pm

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Who would have thought?

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I’m so used to this.This won’t start a thing.

This will end without goodbye.

That’s what I thought.
Things happened.

Feelings shared.

Fears left behind.

This is where it left us.
I’m with the man of my dreams.

A mature kind of guy.

Done playing.

Just busy reaching dreams – our dreams.

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January 2, 2016 at 9:53 pm

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So, here it is

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Things end. Ties fall apart. Promises are broken. People then decided to stop loving and doesn’t care at all.

I’m a girl with high hopes. A dreamer. And a doer. Life taught me not to settle just because it is right infront of me. So I did. I didn’t settle.

“The next one will be my last.” A line that was never forgotten and now broken.

Just because I don’t complain doesn’t mean everything’s okay. I have plans. If you don’t, make one now. But to tell you the truth, I won’t wait. Because waiting for someone to grow up will take years and I don’t have that. 

If your plan is to be a “gamer” forever. Then be it. Good Luck with that.
PS.

TBH, You didn’t do anything to have me back. Because if you do, you should have stopped playing since that day. But it’s the other way around. Ironic it is. 

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July 20, 2015 at 1:26 am

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