We all have stories to tell. These are mine – the twisted words of life.

I saw it coming but I didn’t care

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Few months ago, I had this gut feeling that something isn’t right. I erased the facts that proves it is. Then it came – right straight to my face. The moment it did, I couragely took a halt on everything. It sucks to know the truth. Isn’t? But I know what to do. The heart and mind didn’t even argue. Words were bursting with feelings – unwanted feelings, feelings I buried 6feet under. 
I’m not mad, angry or even furious. I guess I deserve it but somehow it doesn’t even feel right. 
PS. Karma has a way of getting back at you. 

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April 23, 2017 at 12:00 pm

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Ah eh hmm

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Hindi ko alam kung sinasabi ko lang sa puso ko na “Sige, masaktan ka.” “Uy, tagos yun ha.” “Aray naman.” O sadya nga sigurong masakit yung mga salitang lumabas sa bibig niya. Pero pinipilit pa din ng utak ko na intindihin ang mga bagay-bagay. Yung tipong “May mali ka din kasi.” “Ikaw kasi eh” Pero ayaw tanggapin ito ng utak ko. Pero paano kung totoong “hndi siya sigurado sayo”? Paano kung talagang “nagdadalawang isip” siya sa iyo? Matapos ang lahat ng plano. Ang lahat lahat. Mawawala na lang nga ba? Lalaban ka pa ba? O hahayaan mo na? 

Ako? Hahayaan ko na. Bakit? Eh bakit ko ipagtutulakan ang sarili ko sa isang taong hindi naman sigurado? Bakit ko ipipilit makita niya ang halaga ko kung wala din naman kasiguraduhan? Bakit ako magsasayang ng oras? Siguro itatanong niyo “Paano mo malalaman kung hindi mo susubukan?” Nakakaawa naman yang katagang yan. Gasgas na gasgas na. Alam nyo, yan ang mga palusot ng mga taong ayaw na sumubok ng iba – ng bago. Yan ang mga palusot ng mga taong takot sa kung ano ang mawawala sa kanila (eh in the first place, nawala na o pawala na.) 
Hindi ko alam. Pero siguro, sadyang may mga taong dadating sa buhay mo para ituro sa’yo (sa masakit na paraan) na hindi mo sila kailangan. Kahit gaano mo ingatan ang isang tao o isang bagay, kung hindi para sa iyo, hindi. Wag ipilit bes! Masakit. Tanggapin mo ng bukal sa loob mo. Wag mo pilitin kontrahin ng utak mo. The fate itself is stating the obvious. Ano pang pruweba ang gusto mo makita? Hanggang kelan mo sasaktan ang sarili mo? Walang award diyan bes! Tigilan na yan. Una maka-move on, yun ang may award. Alam mo kung ano? Bragging rights! 😂
Isa pa. Hindi pala pride ang pinaglalaban ko dito. Kuha mo?

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November 17, 2016 at 9:03 pm

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Who would have thought?

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I’m so used to this.This won’t start a thing.

This will end without goodbye.

That’s what I thought.
Things happened.

Feelings shared.

Fears left behind.

This is where it left us.
I’m with the man of my dreams.

A mature kind of guy.

Done playing.

Just busy reaching dreams – our dreams.

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January 2, 2016 at 9:53 pm

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So, here it is

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Things end. Ties fall apart. Promises are broken. People then decided to stop loving and doesn’t care at all.

I’m a girl with high hopes. A dreamer. And a doer. Life taught me not to settle just because it is right infront of me. So I did. I didn’t settle.

“The next one will be my last.” A line that was never forgotten and now broken.

Just because I don’t complain doesn’t mean everything’s okay. I have plans. If you don’t, make one now. But to tell you the truth, I won’t wait. Because waiting for someone to grow up will take years and I don’t have that. 

If your plan is to be a “gamer” forever. Then be it. Good Luck with that.

TBH, You didn’t do anything to have me back. Because if you do, you should have stopped playing since that day. But it’s the other way around. Ironic it is. 

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July 20, 2015 at 1:26 am

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Next year ulit?

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Ang dami kong gusto pero madalas ko kontrahin sarili ko. Gusto ko sabihin sa iba yung gusto ko pero natatakot ako baka maudlot. (Sorry. Naniniwala talaga ako dun.) Gusto ko magpapilit sa kanila para magawa ko gusto ko pero natatakot ako isumbat nila sa akin yun pagdating ng panahon. Gusto kong mas mangarap pa pero kuntento naman na ako sa kung anong meron ako. Gusto ko humakbang na papunta sa pangarap ko na yun pero natatakot akong baka “sa umpisa lang talaga ako magaling” Hanggang sa dumating sa puntong kinakausap ko na sarili ko pero ang ending malabo pa din. Puro ako “next year” ilang “next year” na ang lumabas sa bibig ko pero wala pa din. Ano ba yan! Pati sarili ko, hindi ko kilala.

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July 4, 2015 at 1:23 pm

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Hi Loves.

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He wants me fat

Because I’m cute like that

He likes to tease me
Because he adores the face he see
He needs to see me
Because he wants my beauty
Whatever reason he has
Whether I know it or not
I’ll let it pass
In the future we’ll tie the knot.

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May 14, 2015 at 12:58 am

May 2015 – Banaue, Sagada, Baguio

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First out of town together with my love. (Just us two.) So yes, worth posting. (I better make this a good one.)

April 30, supposedly 9:30PM departure time but it ended up 11:30PM. We have a schedule to follow but it’s all messed up. 

It’s a 9 hours travel from Manila to Banaue another 2 hours from Banaue to Sagada. Butt aching ride it is. Stop overs aren’t enough but thank them anyway.Banaue Rice Terraces – first stop. This wouldn’t be complete without us taking a selfie.  

Since we depart late, we arrived late. Our activity for Day 1 which is Sumaguing Cave didn’t happen because it rained hard that afternoon. We’ll get stranded if that happen. (Getting trap at a cave? Scary.)

It’s Day1 = Rest Day. (Since it’s Labor Day. HAHAHAHA)

The place in which we stayed is very “homie” (is there such a word? HAHAHA) 

Day 2, Part 1 – Sumaguing Cave 

 This photo will do. HAHAHAHA.  Prepare to get wet. Don’t bring anything that will make it hard for you to go down and slide. 
Day 2, Part 2 – Bomod-Ok Falls

 But first, you have to get through this   

Can you see the village? If you set foot by the village, you’re half way there. Wait, there’s more. You’ll be taking the same way too for you to go home. Tiring right? The tour guides will give you option if you complain. HAHAHA

Going to Sagada wouldn’t be complete without this. BUBONG RIDE!! (Yes, we took the other way.) Sumaguing Cave was a mission impossible one and so Bomod-Ok Falls, please understand. HAHAHAHA 

Day 3, Part 1 – Mt. Kiltepan Taken just before the sun rises. Sea of clouds is just so heavenly.

Day 3, Part 2 – St. Mary’s Church, Echo Valley & Hanging Coffins


  That ends our Sagada tour. We’re off to Baguio with Pacquiao-Mayweather fight on the background. (It’s Mayweather Production you guys!) 

Note: Baguio is 5 hours away from Sagada. 5 hours of sleep is not enough for a 2 day non-stop walking.

The only picture I have about Baguio. Try their strawberry ice cream! (Pang-instagram sa sarap!) 

~> WATCH ME <~ 
It’s a video not exceeding 2 minutes showing how we enjoyed Sagada. Watch! 

 Let’s do this again my Love. #FayeAndCholoAdventures 

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May 14, 2015 at 12:37 am

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