Alone and Clueless.
I’m feeling alone. Friends I thought who will always be there, I can’t seem to find. So I guess I need to deal with this by myself. Maybe they just got tired of listening to my stories. Maybe they already know what happened and the phrase “I told you so” will forever be on repeat. And since I don’t really take their advices by heart, they want me to get up on my own and learn things on my own. I always realize things the hard way. That’s a fact and I hate it. My friends, they never fail to scold me, tell me facts and the worst case scenario of everything. But because I was blinded with that love I have for him, I fail them – AGAIN! For a record, I don’t know what to do this time.