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F.R.I.E.N.D.S

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I’m glad I have my friends with me. Ones that are real. Ones that aren’t only present in the drunken moments of life.  

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Whoever. Wherever. Whenever but will never be whatever.

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Whoever you are, you’ll be my last.
Wherever you are, I won’t search for you but I will definitely wait for you.
Whenever you arrive, I’ll make every moment with you worthwhile.
I am worth the wait and I know you are too.
I won’t say whatever but I’ll keep you FOREVER.

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June 10, 2013 at 9:55 pm

Realization over a cup of coffee with friends

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It’s been over a year ago since I had this broken heart and up until now I find it hard mending it because I am secretly hoping and waiting you’ll come back and continue our story of love that you decided to stop. I’ve dated men my type and even those guys not my type. I wouldn’t deny the fact, that I’ve been wishing they were you. I enjoyed being with their company but at the back of my mind, you’re all I think of. Everything is way too different when it’s with you. I’m rushing things to move on, to get into another relationship, to be happy once again and it all get messed up in the end. You’re my happy ever after. I can’t see myself with somebody else. I can foresee my old days beside you. But our game is over – a year over. I just can’t move on with the thoughts and memories you left me. It’s killing me from deep within.

I never thought having a broken heart would be this hard. I never thought moving on needs too much time. I never thought you’ll bring me so much pain and make me suffer this long. It isn’t fair that you don’t have to go through this.

Whatever I say, there are things I myself can’t put into words. I simply put my thoughts in my safe deposit here in my heart which didn’t really help me at all. Bursting out my feelings tonight won’t make any difference. I already put a lot of damage in me. I don’t know where to start – I don’t even know if I have the strength to start all over. I’m getting tired of starting over. The past year has been a series of those and surprisingly I ought to undergo through it all again and I’m hoping I won’t be encountering flaws on my way and if I do, I’m hoping that I already know what to do.

Sacrifice

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I want to be heard.
But I dont want them to get hurt.
I want to be happy.
But leaving things behind frightens me.
I want to love.
But I’m scared to give all I have.
I dont want to risk anymore.
But I’m scared of being lonely.
The cycle goes on.
You need to give,
In order to gain more.

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May 8, 2013 at 2:50 pm

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Yung gantong oras bago matulog ang pinaka-ayaw ko. Dito mo kasi naaalala ang mga bagay na dapat hindi na inaalala. At lalong lalo na, dito mo naiisip ang mga taong hindi na dapat isipin pa. Ang magagawa mo na lang ay ang mag-buntong hininga.

Ruta ng buhay

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Meron iba’t-ibang ruta ang buhay. Yung rutang komportable tayo daanan. Meron namang shortcut pero minsan nakakaligaw.  Ikaw san ka? Sa rutang mahaba pero alam mong sigurado ka? O sa rutang hindi mo gamay pero alam mong mapapabilis ka?

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March 11, 2013 at 4:24 am

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Let’s go.

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Pinkish sky shifting to orange, what a breathtaking sunset. Birds roaming around. Calm water with mountains surrounding me. The serene ambiance, let’s capture it. Foods on the table. Thoughts and actions that will surely make us laugh. For a moment, I’ll take this. Let me forget the world and the problems it brings. Give in to the moment. Let’s get lost. Let’s runaway. Let’s travel. Don’t plan. Just once, let’s do this.

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January 22, 2013 at 2:55 am

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