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The guy with the black umbrella.

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It was Sunday when we met.

After a long time, our paths collide again.

Then Monday, you’re there.

Tuesday, you waited there again.

Wednesday, with a black umbrella

You’re standing in the rain,

Waiting for me again.

You know how I hate being fetch,

But you didn’t even care.

It was Thursday when I said yes.

I didn’t even know why.

In that moment,

I was happy – I am happy.

Friday, with a stick of cig on hand,

I knew you are the one.

It was an electrifying Saturday,

When our lips met, I knew it

You were so lovey dovey,

Which you know I hate.

But you keep on doing it anyway.

I love you, my man from the rain.



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October 29, 2014 at 12:29 am

Mine alone.

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I’m tired of competing.

I’m tired of boasting.

You’re not the type I have to brag about.

You’re the type I have to keep to myself.

I don’t want them to know.

I don’t want to share what we have.

More importantly what  I feel.

The fact that you’re mine.

I’m okay with that.

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October 22, 2014 at 9:52 pm

Note to myself.

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Sorry for always saying “Yes”

Sorry for hiding the pain.

Sorry for not speaking myself.

Sorry for being always available.

Sorry for competing.

Sorry for ranting non-sense.

Sorry for the shit load.

Sorry for the pain.

Sorry for thinking I deserve all these.

I deserve more than this but I’m settling.

Sorry for everything.

I’ll be closing this book.

No looking back.

Ain’t worth turning around.

No more apologizing.

I’ll be saying “Thank you” next time.


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July 10, 2014 at 1:03 pm

A week.

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Give me a week of being alone.
A week of endless thinking.
Let me love you for a week.
Then I’ll be leaving this feeling for good.

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July 10, 2014 at 12:57 pm


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Make me feel alive. It’ll be stupid for me to ask. But I want you to make me cry.

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June 11, 2014 at 2:02 am

3D 2N

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3d2n, we’re together.

Eating, drinking and playing.

Walking, trekking and swimming.

3d2n, we’re happy.

You’re funny. I’m corny.

You’re the Master. I’m the Apprentice.

3d2n, you caught my attention.

3d2n, I liked you.

3d2n, I fell.

Can we do it again?

I’ll give the butterflies back.

I don’t want it no more.

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March 22, 2014 at 2:24 am


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This shitty feeling overstayed. The month is about to end a few days from now, and this feeling won’t ever let me go. I messed up. I failed. I feel like crap. I feel stupid. Mixed emotions I myself find it hard to explain until I got to the point that I asked myself, “Am I here to fail over and over again?” I want to cry just to ease this unwanted feeling, I’ve tried my hardest but not a single tear fell. I don’t want to confide to anyone because they will never understand.

Maybe I’m in the wrong crowd. Maybe I’m just weak. Or maybe, it’s time to fight back. Get lost or shut the world out. Will they notice? Will they even care? Will anyone ask why and comfort me instead of ranting at me?

I’m sad. I’m giving up. I’m frustrated and devastated. I don’t know what to do, where to go, who to talk to anymore.

Then I uttered this. “I can’t take it any longer. Will you be mad if I took away my life? It’s hard – everything’s hard. I don’t know if I can start all over again. Don’t prolong my agony. Take me now or I’ll take it myself.”

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March 22, 2014 at 1:57 am

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