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We all have stories to tell. These are mine – the twisted words of life.

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The guy I like – K.C

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Those big brown eyes,

That perfect nose.

Your well rounded face,

You make my heart race.

The way you sing, I kinda fell.

The way you stare, I kinda melt.

The way you tease, I kinda hate.

The way you act, it’s confusing.

Sometimes you’re sweet.

Other times, not.

I like you.

I guess you do too.

Let’s skip this part. Can we?

So tomorrow, we’ll be happy.

 

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August 20, 2014 at 9:56 pm

Fall-ing on February 2013

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I went to my hometown in Batangas running away from the problems the city has given me. I know for a fact that I am just making up reasons to see this guy I haven’t seen and talked to for a long time.

I went directly to my friends house which happened to be the cousin of that guy I’m talking about. I spent hours talking and having a good laugh with them. He arrived and that’s the sign I’ve been waiting for me to go home.

The following day, I woke up to the voices of the kids shouting my name. They wanted to go to the falls near our place. I know for a fact that it is supposed to be next week. I then changed my clothes pack my towel and we are off to go.

While waiting for the jeepney to arrive, he talked to me actually he teased me. Asked me questions why I’m with them and I answered him in a blunt way that I was just invited and I really didn’t know because I know our falls trip is due next week. He laughed at me and I punched him hard on his arm.

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Finally! I got the chance to step my foot on this ground. Swam at cold water of this falls. Jumped and shout my lungs out while doing that. And in that moment I knew that I can swim.

We chatted for some time. I then realized, he wanted this to happen, he made this to happen. I can’t help but asked questions – If he wanted to talk to me and he wanted to spend time with me and be with me, he doesn’t need to do this. But I am still thankful I had this moment.

I am falling real hard with no one to catch me down below.

(Credits to Ms. Kris for the photos.)

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April 23, 2013 at 6:10 pm

My letter to You

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God, you know I don’t really pray because I do believe that before words come out of my mouth, you already know what I want and what I’ve been thinking. But allow me to do this; just this time. I’m very much thankful for waking me up everyday and guiding me everyday. You help me in everything I encounter and for that I am very much grateful. I know my life’s a mess; I’m a mess but you still love me unconditionally. Sorry for all my faults I done to others most especially to you because I know for a fact I’m hurting you too. I failed you many times and I’m still doing it unintentionally. Help me to be strong. I don’t want to be vulnerable anymore. As much as I want to stop this weakness of mine, I still can’t figure out how. I never learned. Don’t you think? I want you to help me in here. They’ve been abusing my kindness. I want to fight back but I don’t do that. I want you to bless me with a little of “wickedness” I promise, I’ll use it in a good way. God, Talking seriously, I want you to guide my mom everyday. You know how I love my mom, so please guide her for me. For my brother, I want you to help him decide. If that’s your plan for him I am more willing to let go of my brother and bring him to you. And if not, please enlighten my mom’s mind and accept it. About our youngest, I want him to have a little bit of fun. Though I guess he chose the best course. He’s having fun while learning. But I still want you to guide him along the way. Few more years my Lord, I know you had our backs. Seriously, thank you. I can’t ask for more. You’ve blessed me and my family more than enough. I don’t how to thank you but I guess this would be enough. I won’t promise I’ll be good but I will try. I love you my Lord. You’re the best!

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February 8, 2013 at 3:19 pm

Message not sent.

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Dear YOU,

We came across accidentally. You got me from that simple SMS. We talked for hours. We exchanged SMS every day and emails at work when SMS is impossible. Late night phone call from you completes my day. Do you still remember the first movie we watched? How about the second? And the third? Do you still remember the place where? You’re from Laguna and I’m from Manila. The effort you exerted whenever we’ll go out is immeasurable. And I thank you for that. You change my outlook about men. The way you held my hand the very first night we went out, I really can’t forget. That was spontaneous. I was shocked. And to tell you the truth, I loved it! Like young lovers out there, we were oh-so-clingy. A month after, you have someone then you kinda have me. (Because seriously, you’re the only one I’m dating!) We continued seeing each other trying to convince ourselves we’re not doing anything wrong. I confessed what I feel and so do you. The difference is, what I told you is real I don’t know about yours. But I believed it anyway. You told me you like me but you’re not doing anything. Friends told me, you’re really not into me, ‘coz if you do, we have “US’ not you two! But I pushed “us” anyway thinking it’ll lead to something better. Guess I was wrong. The exchange of sms, lessened. No phone calls and emails at all. You’ll text me when you just feel it and whenever she’s not around but I replied as soon as I get it. Call me stupid, I’ll accept. I spent almost a week at Batangas and I spent those days with you. When I left, it’s like nothing happened. Playing games huh? Bare with my heart. You know what I’ve been through. It’s no secret to anyone most especially to you.  I’ve trusted you this heart of mine because I thought you’re the one, but it seems like, you’re another mistake I’m not willing to make but I have no choice but to go through this anyway. I can’t act like there’s nothing wrong where everything does! Thank you for the bumpy ride you’ve caused. I’m just asking you for a little favor. Don’t hit me a text when you’re bored, or when you need me. Would you mind to stay away from me? Even just for a small amount of time? You’ve caused me so much pain. I need to get myself back up.

Thank you. And please, stop playing with somebody else’s feelings.

-xoxo ME

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January 18, 2013 at 5:16 pm

No more.

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I got tired. Tired of everything. Tired of waiting. Tired of loving. Tired of thinking. Tired of doing anything. This got to end at once. No more thinking. No more loving. No more waiting. No more “you”. I’ve got nothing to offer anymore. You wasted it all.

 

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January 13, 2013 at 2:49 pm

Wanting you

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Your kiss that makes me shiver.

Your hug that keeps me warm.

I keep on wishing that this won’t end.

I want you by my side. Always.

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January 10, 2013 at 6:05 am

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