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We all have stories to tell. These are mine – the twisted words of life.

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24th

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It was August when we met.

And it’s awkward how it went.

I never thought it’ll happen again.

Then it became a weekly fling.

Until we’re officially a thing.
I moved out, you’re there.

I refuse the idea of living together.

Things weren’t always clear.

It happened in our first year.

And yet, we’re still here.
On to our second,

We’re doing fine as I reckon.

The road we’re taking is getting rough,

It’s a struggle to patch things up.

Good thing, we have each others back. 
Time pass by so quickly.

Still, I’m so clingy.

You make me feel a little tingly.

We love each other so dearly. 

Though I’m always being mushy.
As I count the days on our 2nd year.

I promise to always hold you near.

We’ll face together our fears.

Please know that I’m sincere,

When I say I love you dear.

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August 24, 2017 at 2:17 am

My First Spring Experience

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It was Summer (PH time) when I left the country. 4th of May 2017 via China Southern Airlines bound to Guangzhou, China then my destination – Los Angeles, California. 

That was the longest flight I’ve been to. Been awake for 19hrs the entire flight. The nervousness fade the moment I step out of the airport and greet my Aunt who fetched me. Then reality sinks in, I’m here! Kim K and I are breathing the same polluted air. (HAHAHA) 


Welcome to United States of America!

I went there to attend my cousin; my sister I never had; my frenemy’s (is there really such a term? Hahaha) graduation which happened on the 6th of May.

For 7 years and 7 months of talking through Viber, Messenger, Instagram and whatever means of communications this techy world now have, we finally got to see each other AGAIN. 🤜🏻🤛🏻

I stayed there for over a month so might as well enjoy every moment. Yay? I got a chance to visit 4 states. (Thank God, school’s over she have all the time to take me to places.) 

1st state – CALIFORNIA!


@ Santa Monica Pier


@Downtown LA


@Universal Studios, Hollywood


@Balboa Park, San Diego 


@Old Town, San Diego


@USS Midway Museum, San Diego


@Coronado, California


@Sunset Cliffs Natural Park, San Diego


@Rodeo Drive, Beverly Hills


@LACMA (Been dreaming to see this! It happened everyone! It really did!!)


@Hollywood Blvd


@Disneyland, Hollywood

Next state, NEVADA!!


@Las Vegas, NV


@Seven Magic Mountains, NV



@The Strip


@Fremont (We tried their Slotzilla!!!)


@Valley of Fire State Park

Third state, ARIZONA


@Hoover Dam

Been to 2 states at the same time. Arizona and Nevada! Different time zones!!! Cool right? 


@Horse Shoe Bend, Arizona


@Antelope Canyon, Arizona

Remember those wallpapers at your Microsoft computers? Yes yes yes! Amazing!

Last state, UTAH


@Zion National Park, UT

The only place I got to see in this beautiful state. 

I can’t post all the pictures and videos  I took for a month long stay but as you can see, It was FUN and EXPENSIVE at the same time. Hahaha.

Till my next #happydaysofrinalynfaye 

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August 24, 2017 at 2:11 am

Unforgettable September – Masasa, Tingloy Batangas

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They all say “Wake me up when September ends” My mantra would be “Wake me up when September begins.” My summer vibe at the middle of the year. I guess, I was born to play with sands and waves. Everyone thinks the same way too.

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After that “Videoke thing on August” I met with 2 of them over a bucket of beer just to say I’ll be absent at our monthly thing for August so I invited them at my place at Batangas before Kier leaves the country. Which in the end, I was there to sing with them too. HAHAHA. So yeah, here we are. After a month, Batangas we go! (L-R) Reigner, Me, Peaches,Kenneth and Jo Anne) Kier on wheels. (He doesn’t want to be tagged on facebook that’s why. HAHAHA)

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Since they arrived at our house in Manila late, the whole schedule was messed up. We’re supposed to climb this mountain at our town but we didn’t. They’re too tired to trek and walk so we pour ourselves into these alcohol. 2 Emperador Light, 3 Red Horse Beer Mucho and 2 Grand Matador. Kudos to me, Reigner and Kier for being the toughest of ’em all. We’re drinking till 3AM. I got drunk. Real drunk. HAHAHA

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Our good morning faces. HAHAHA. Off to paradise which I’ve been dying to go since I don’t know.

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The place i’m talking about – Masasa Beach at Tingloy, Batangas. A boat ride away from my place. I was in awe when I finally laid my eyes on this place. But even before seeing this beach, you’ll first go through this.

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Wonderful isn’t? I know. I know.

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I missed this girl so damn much. A candid photo of you and a not so candid photo of me. AHAHAHA. No FO’s okay? HAHAHA

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Hey you, in that moment, in that fucking moment you lost me. 

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September 13, 2014 at 1:49 pm

Mr. G

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You are my every morning thought.

You make me love my bed even more.

Your stare made me feel naked.

Your touch made me helpless.

Your kiss made me breathless.

Your moves – suave.

You make me crave for more.

Need I say more?

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August 10, 2014 at 10:19 pm

Note to myself.

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Sorry for always saying “Yes”

Sorry for hiding the pain.

Sorry for not speaking myself.

Sorry for being always available.

Sorry for competing.

Sorry for ranting non-sense.

Sorry for the shit load.

Sorry for the pain.

Sorry for thinking I deserve all these.

I deserve more than this but I’m settling.

Sorry for everything.

I’ll be closing this book.

No looking back.

Ain’t worth turning around.

No more apologizing.

I’ll be saying “Thank you” next time.

 

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July 10, 2014 at 1:03 pm

Salamat po

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“Lord, Alam kong alam mo na ang hihilingin ko. Iniisip ko pa lang alam kong alam mo na at  gagawa ka ng paraan para matupad ito. Alam nating pareho kung ano na lang ang kulang sa buhay ko. Ayoko sabihin straight to the point kasi baka nagsawa ka na kaya hahayaan ko na lang ang lahat sa’yo. Alam kong di mo ko matitiis. Willing naman po ako magintay. Nagawa ko na mag-intay ng matagal at hindi ngayon ang oras para sumuko ako. Ito lang po ang hiling ko. Amen.”

Sa lahat ng simbahan na binisita at nakita ko sa unang pagkakataon noong ako ay nagpaka-Dora sa dakong hilaga ng bansang Pilipinas – ang Ilocos, yan ang aking hiniling.

Noong mga panahong iyon, akala ko lalaki ang kulang sa buhay ko. “Lovelife” ang magpapasaya pa ng sobra sa akala kong masaya ko ng buhay. Pero alam niyo ang nakakatawa at nakakagulat para sa babaeng hinayaang paikutin ng pag-ibig ang mundo niya tulad ko? Hindi pala iyon ang sagot sa hiling ko. Hindi lalake ang sagot para sumaya ako. It may be a bit late to realize this shit but at least I finally did.

Paano ko ito naisip? Sa paanong paraan ko napagtanto? Sa pinakamababaw na paraan na alam ko. Yun ay noong nasa roro ako galing Caramoan papuntang Sabang sa Camarines Sur habang pinagmamasdan ang bawat alon at bawat ng kurba ng bundok sa harapan ko.

Ang pinakamalaking tanong – Ano ang napagtanto ko? Ito – Hindi ko kailangan ng lalaki para sumaya ako. Hindi ko kailangan ang lovelife. Hindi ko kailangan maramdaman ang “head over heels inlove with someone” – sa ngayon. Hindi pa. Bitter ba pakinggan? Pero yung totoo, wala nang “bitterness” sa pagkatao ko ngayon. This is a mere realization – a big one. Naisip ko na ito noon pero aaminin ako sinasabi ko lang yun – “made believe” kumbaga.

Enough with that. HAHAHAHA. Katulad nga nung nasabi ko “I vow to travel.” Magastos man isipin, wala akong pakialam. Ito kasi ang nagpasaya sa akin at magpapasaya pa sa akin.

Hindi man ibinigay sa akin ni Papa God ang hiling ko, hinigitan niya naman ang akala kong kailangan ko. You know better. No, You know what is best for me. Na-late siguro ng bahagya pero at least diba? Sa tamang panahon pina-realize mo ito sa akin. I am more than thankful. Grabe. Thank you! Thank you po talaga.

PS.

Para sa lalaking inilaan ng Diyos para sa akin, kalma ka lang dyan. Nagiipon lang ako ng mga bagay na i-she-share ko  sa’yo sa takdang panahon. I don’t wanna bore you. I don’t want you find someone you think is better than me. Gawin mo din ang nagpapasaya sa’yo at pag dumating ang panahon na pagtatagpuin ang landas nating dalawa, gawin natin lahat yun ng sabay. G?

 

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May 14, 2014 at 11:54 pm

Exploring April – Welcome to Cagbalete.

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A legit footprint of mine and my travel mantra would be the best way to start this. “I vow to travel. I vow to see the wonders the world has to offer. The waves may wash away the marks I lay, but the memories will stay forever.”

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Last weekend, April 26 & 27, I spent my weekend at this paradise in Quezon with my previous officemates. Oh wait, let me rephrase that – my extended family. A different island than the previous one of course. Located at Mauban, Quezon – Cagbalete Island. I’ve been dying to go here because it’s beauty is one of a kind that attracts my eyes.

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Touchdown Cagbalete.

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The beach – my happy place.

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Strolling by the shore with these ladies.

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We were supposed to go swimming but much to our surprise, it’s low tide already. So we just walked by the vast white sand of the beach and saw lots of marine life there and we took lots of photos too.

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That moment before sunrise is my next favorite thing next to sunset. It’s kind of tragic how the moon never wants to let go but it has to. Slowly. Fading. 

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But our energy won’t ever fade. While they were busy taking pictures and getting wet might as well share some pose with these awesome people.

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I’m lost. Will you find me? I’m happy. I would like you to have a piece of it. I did find myself. Would you accept me?

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My Summer Photo 2014 – in the sands again!


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The largest starfish I’ve ever seen and it has color too! Yehey!

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From my extended family to yours, Happy Summer!

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I being Dora is this fun, I would definitely embrace it.

Till my next travel blog.

Signing off.





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April 29, 2014 at 2:28 am

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